haha. omg i feel so weird now. like i was talking to someone just now (let's just call that person X ok) and usually i don't really care whether X replies or not to my messages on MSN but then today i was like actually expecting a reply. like wth right? usually it's like a formal chat. you know like' hey,how are you? how's school? good? ok...' and that's usually it but then today.. haha. i can feel the busybody in me growing. hahaha.
We took abhi to Lot 1 today. haha. it was so cute. we were in the LRT and he totally loved it. haha. omg,i love him so much. haha. Mamma got me this really nice perfume from the body shop. and for a change,she actually likes it. haha. but when we went to sasa and i let her smell the Rose by Paul Smith perfume,she hated it. haha. My mum can be so opinionated sometimes.. well,at least she's honest. haha. she liked the Flora by Gucci though. so at least she liked one of the perfume's i like. haha.
Anyway,i NEED to lose weight! alot of it! omg,i hate how i look now. shit,when i wore this maroon top today,i felt like a tomato. i swear! or like some huge discoloured pumpkin. ugh! i honestly need to deflate down to a size 6 like i was before. that day,when i went out with fabeha and ramo to get papa a cake,i felt so... UGH with myself. seriously. i was really disgusted. i kept looking at myself in the mirrors and i was like Shit! I'm gonna lose weight,even if it means losing my sanity. So help me God!
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